So I have been wondering how I could vent my feelings without my other half censoring my posts on social media. Now admittedly I have been posting as usual on my half-dead name. And its a dumb thought, when today I realised I have a platform for this – My blog!! No one I know has a WordPress account, so this is the perfect opportunity, even though if, alot of my followers are looking for followers themselves, (BTW NOT interested!!!) I dislike the followers who follow for their themselves, its a pet peeve. As for Me? I have wanted for a while to transition, not sure if that will ever happen to be honest. But knowing of the repercussions or coming out in this country and living in a town where a lot of people would know me, and I know that 90% of my family would unbelievably disown me, mock and ridicule me… I am not sure if would have that amount of courage to do that, even if I feel strongly about it.
…Now I know a lot of transgender folk who experience this, mostly they have transitioned, but for me who already suffers from anxiety and depression (The medications work for me) I wish in many ways that people in general were more accepting of how a person feels and how their only desire is to live out their own lives the way they wish.
Human rights are for all humanity, not the select few. People tend to listen to those who influence them the greatest (a common human trait for thousands of years!)
I wonder how they would feel, if they were ridiculed for criticising people of for firing people or having an opinion for anything from sport, court & law, for criticising the Police, the health care, what IF they were threatened with their life for doing so? What if they were not allowed to drink, smoke, smoke cannabis, to ride a bike without a helmet, write a book without censorship, to draw or paint people without clothing, I could actually go on and on…
But you get my meaning…
“Fear is the path to the dark side.ย Fear leads to anger.ย Anger leads to hate.ย Hate leads to suffering.” “Star Wars – The Phantom Menace” 1999
What I find upsetting the most is the hatred that is out there on the internet, in our communities, districts, states, counties, provinces etc. Why???? What is the point of causing hurt and suffering, even murder, violence, However, I may get brow-beaten for this, this isnt just a anti-trans/LGBT+ issue, from what I have observed we’re not so innocent in our cries for justice and equality, we also have a somewhat bigoted cry against the slightest critical opinion. The world has become full of distrust, hatred, and misinformation.
In closing…
We must become the better person if we are to make a better world for our kids, partners/wifes/husbands/spouses/pets etc, etc. Why cannot we just live our lives, allow opinions to be voiced (As long as its not done in anger) and just allow people to have the right to choose how they live, as long as they do not cause harm to others. If only we actually thought before we opened our mouth.
Now I am not innocent for over-kill in my expressions, I too have been bigoted in past views etc. Alas, I have had a change of heart towards others, I am still working on my attitude towards others..
Well I have typed enough. Til next time! ๐